Phil

I’m not a religious person, but i’m constantly baffled by the intricacies of the coincidences that surround my life and others. The balance between fate and chance that seems to conjure up all the questions of our purpose in life is what makes our years unique, for it won’t be the same to everyone.

I don’t just accept the fact that things are destined to change, I crave change. I find myself stuck in moments where it feels like my chest is going to explode, and my heart is going to take off without me… which would suck, cause I know i wouldn’t be able to find it. and if i did, it wouldn’t come back with me, no doubt lost on its own journey to figure out what it all means.

The heart and the mind are in a constant battle for control, and neither will ever win, because either will win sometimes.

My attention is fleeting. it jumps from idea to idea, direction to direction, object to object. This has its advantages, in that there is always something sparking my interest – but results in a lack of focus on things that may be more important than that which only lasts a moment.

I’m constantly leaving things to the last minute, which frustrates the hell out of my business partners…but i do get the job done. however, its the one thing I absolutely have to improve upon, cause I can’t take the stress I place on myself. I’m not always my best under duress, like, i butcher speeches like nobody’s business. However, I have this feeling that I will always do the right thing in a dire moment. but then, i do watch a lot of Will Smith movies.

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I have nothing to say at the moment.
I have everything to say at no moment.

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